[sunndaY] 28 mar 2004
finished-
fuck
lost all my cash on soccer
livin outta ehell house now
no pocket money
someone throw me rich boyfriend
o's chi approachin - not studied
im so tired.someone just shoot me
i hate my parents
a common thing among teenagers
but well my parents
esp should go to hell.
im so tired.
freakin tired.yest walked all
the way from gid's house to chun.
WALAO almost died so damn bloody
far.fuck my mom
fuck.
fuck my dad.
a bitch n a bastards = 2 beasts
FUCK
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 3:52pm
[monnndaY] 22 mar 2004
im yer gigolette
youre my gigolo
lets groove together babyy
wheee!!!
i LOVE LOVE LOVE the song -gigolo
wahhhh it rawks like hellll man!!!
whooo hooooo!! hahaha :D
im a gigolo gettin lotsa dough UH HUH....
whahaahah.
ure my gigolo.and im yer gigolette!!
yeahh man tts kinda lame but hu cares!!
oh the sum41 drum scores..SO easy to
read ahh..so easy until i llok til my eyes
siao liao.brain beng kui lliao
haha
sighh.watson my dear watson wu kong..
u better not get stressed...
cos it'll stressed me up sooo much!!
it'll kill meee!!ughh.
like..how can i help you? i want to!!
but how are youuuu? sighhh :l
trust me fer once.
everything's gona be alrighttt
its all gona turn out fine
bcos im prayin with all my might
soon yer hope will come to sight.
alrightttt? <:) smile dude..
the gorgeous one. remember that!!!!
wow.the song gigolo gets me highhh man
ahahha.songs which SOUND DO GOOD just
simply turns me on.
tts why i love love love embassy so much.
it rocks most of the time larr..
cant wait to be 18 lorrr!!!
ughhhhh!!! damnit damnit.
and lost cash on soccer again.
ARGHHH.fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it!!!
FUCK.
and boy i tink im gona fail my o's
fuck larr. dunno wad to do fer
the fuckin f+n!!! walao.
stressed til i die man..
its the new term.sittin RIGHT AT THE BACK!
RIGHT AT THE BALCONY CORNER!!!!
FWAHHHH!!!!!!!! SO SHIOK SHIOK MANN!!!!
wahhhh. *_* ahahahaha
feelss damn good mann!!!!
wish i could sit there forever!
babes! babes! dudes!! cmon over ta
sentosa this fri mann! :)
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 9:35pm
[SUNdaY] 21 mar 2004
boo :l
never ever bet.unless u get someone to
sponsor ur losses.and dun take yer money
when u win.yeahh. bettin on soccer is NO
good.when u get addicted to it,tts it man.
go to hell.
losing money suxx.
grrr.
alrighhttt..its been some time since
ive blogged. the hol hasnt been great.
but someone has stepped into my life.
not pretty amusing,..but VERY.
like.. WOAH. ahahha
reallyy.but i would rather we be strangers
fer a longer period of time..
this way more memories unknown..
and when the true feelin reveals..
it'll be so mucch more funnier and would
get me 1000 times more bewildered.
cant believe its you.
wow. -pats- ure not baddd at all in
findin me huh... -gazes-
ure a nice person dude.
VERY nice sometimes..which i dislike.
cos i hate feelin guilty.
and bcos of some past experience..
some stupid cow has kinda spoilt my
heart, so yupp..im not sure if
anythin is possible. i dont know.
but i dont expect anythin to turn out
how u hoped it would be alrightt?
i dont wana lose anyone who steps
into my life.and i dont wana keep
messing things up.and bcos right now
i haven thought of a solution to know
how to NOT mess things up..the best
is il keep away from those situations..
i hate messin things up n end up only
leavin hurt not only in me but others.
the feelin suxxx like hell lor.
u should know that.
dont worry..i wont be rejected if i
wana be a nun. :) im fine with it.
peaceful and nice.
HAHAHA. true wadd..
friendship lasts longer than relationships
is it possible to still remain as friends
after a relationship?
i dont know. but i dont think so.
cos so many things has happened btwn two.
and worst of all is the things cannot
be resolved. thats it lor.
but hey.you.the one hu found me hahahah
we can be gd frens.and u look like
my brother.ABIT lar.the nose n lips.
hahahahah.
as fer watson u stupid wu kong,
stop quarrellin with me if not il fly
to the west n kill you
next time if im locked outta the house
again,il sure go yer house.
thanks fer the invitation.hahahah
il go yer house n havoc ar.
burn and destroy it. and remember
to chill when studyin n soccer.
im stressed when you are.
asshole.
and always always remember.
youre one gorgeous creature.
alrighhttt? and dont worry. il always
be updatin u of pretty babes.
hahahah :D
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 3:16pm
[SUNdaY] 14 mar 2004
ARSENAL ROCKS
oh lehhh oh leh oh lehh!!!
yay ya yay!!! arsenal won!!
hahaha.chelsea won too but sold away tt
match due to insufficient cash.
ugh!!! if not couldve won 70 bucks!
anywae.
im over and done with you.
all the best if u're gona remain
the same n not change.its ur problem
not mine.fcuked up.
come to think of it,its not bad
ta have a swimmin pool at hme.
hahah.can tan naked.
haha no one cares cos its all enclosed
in the compound.
and even if ur figure is like shit
lumps of fat everywhere..
its alrightt! no one cares! haha
gd gd.
ughh! still workin towards
a flat n nice tummy..!!
grrr..!!
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 10:56am
[wednessdaY] 10 mar 2004
sighyerhammy
lets start with a sigh first
s i g h .
alrightt. :l dun have a very
gd feelin now.mm.must be that
particular news i just got.
ugghh.sighhhh okay shant shant shant
tihnk so much about it.
altho its not like i can help it rite
okay..stop stop stop!
went ta study with khee fatt todae!
ohh my so glad ive finally gain some
science knowledge!and!i did last yr's
chi o level paper2.wow.cool.
hahah.it was quite easy mann.
hope this yr's would be around
there or easier.HAHAHA.
oh no.
i think ive caused tt tupid watson
to be addicted to bettin.
SHIT.tts reali reali no good!!
ahh damnit.
and hes mad.dont even noe abt e
team or wad den anyhow place bets alr.
siao man..too much money or wad.
mm..workin towards a nice n flat
tummy now.hehehaha.
doin 200situps evryday.
oooophhh.
and im havin tummy muscle aches now
pain man.cant even cough.
nvm..slowly will used to it le.
HEHE.den watson lets show off.
whos abs is more n nicer.
HAHAHA.
goin out with lex this fri.
whee whee! hahah haven seen it fer
quite long.but i noe how he n his
bloody hair is like.
utterly disgusting!!!!
can someone bribe him into
cuttin his hair?!?!?!??i HATE it.
grrr.if i walk pass any grass cutter
with lex beside me,il just grab
e razor to cut e grass n slash
off his hair mann!!!!
ahaahaha.
my mom's gona get me a drumset!
and guitar! wowie.im reali excited
abt it! but if she lies shes gona let
her head roll to the drain man.
mmm.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 9:03pm
[monndaY] 8 mar 2004
hiddenn itt.
feelins are feelins.
you cant control them.
the amount they decide to flow in
cannot be stopped nor interrupted
they do what they like to yer heart.
may cause you to fall in too deep
drowning,in that scent of love.
or mesmerization.
could cause a change in heart for
somebody else.could cause contradictions.
perplexed.it is.
a combination of infinity mixtures of
....feelings.
-how can i climb out of this well of love
when its my only source of water
to quench this particular thirst
of mine which i felt had been on goin
for more than a million years.
i would rather drown in it than live
dehydrated from it on earth.+
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 10:22pm
[SUNdaY] 8 mar 2004
fwahhhaha
whappie dobblee.
went out with watson to STUDY.
can u believe it?vaune is goin to study
yes u retards.nth wrong with me studyin k
idiots.studied at wisma fer 2hrs +?
i was damn sick with studyin bio.damn
restless.den watson was like "SHHHH.."
-_- no choice.so had to just sit there
quietly and look at my book.
den i found some things interestin.
this chpt on humans reproductive thing..
ahhaha.den studied..
den it was watson's turn to get sian.
den my turn to "SHHHH.."
ahahha.walao but e thing he studyin
reali like damn shity chim.
but confirm no problem fer this smart ass.
grrr.den went to eat..
and went to singapore pools..
HEHE.birmingham vs bolton.
whahaha.why didn i bet?!?!?!?!UGH.
tt stupid watson stare at e match screen
fer damn long while i kept saying
"BIRMINGHAM! TAKE BIRMINGHAM!!!" fer like
20mins!!hahahaha..
den he finally,FINALLY,decided.
den put birmingham.
i was reali quite sure birmingham would win.
:)
den went to play pool..
tt bloody ping n ser took so long
to come.watson jus sat n watch.
man i played real bad.i always do.SHIT.
ser is a bung..still..rite?
if im wrong correct me.but she dresses like1.
den LA came.and char's stead.
i haven lost a single game! until i played
with ser again.AND I LOST.shittttttt.
den paid.watson told me i like very
not swang..
hahaa.okay lar..told him i was alrite,
den i asked him to help me take revenge.
HAHA.he's suppose to always take revenge fer
me everytime i lose in pool when he's around.
hahaha.WAHHH.
he trashed ser twice!!! :) :D
haha.-happy-
buahaha.if he lose il use to que and
poke thru his head.keke.
but it was fun.and bloody hell.
he showed off his bloody 6 abs!!!
oh man he's an aliennnnn!!!
walao.got looks,got brain,got body,got money.
EVERYBODY CHIONG!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHAHHAAAAA.kidding.
i notice alot of girls always lookin at him.
HAHAHA.why???
mm...maybe he's reali not bad lookin.
but he wukong frm dragon ball in my eyes....
AHAHAHAHHAHA.toot toot toot...his cloud..
ahahahha.okay.
i noe im gona be killed by him after this entry.
hahahah.walao.
im gona steal his brain fer o's.
grr.roar.
met sarah and her cousins..
reali fun and nice chillin out.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 2:50pm
[FRIdaY] 6 mar 2004
finally
wow!!!!
yes yes yes!! hahahah
finally my long awaited wkend is here!!!
ahhh feels damn damn good!tho i noe
it'll end sooner then i ever realize,
il still make full use of whatever
i've got!!alrite.tuition was kinda
frustratin todae cos i was in a hurry to
get hme.and i was sick of doin e same chpt.
den ltr met yingting at town!!!
my long anticipated moment.
hahaha haven seen her in yrs!she's the
usual sweet looking flower.
then went ta play pool at meridien
as usual.gdness man.this freak? came
over n interrupt me n ting's conv.
stupid.
played pool with wille.boy,,he's reali
very funny!and VERY nice person.
very very.and he looks exactly like wyn!
ahh! haha.so cool man.
damn encouraging.
but we totally threw our face when
playin pool.stupid bunch of
assholes sittin next to our table
and were giving so much fuckin presuure!
i played damn damn damn expecially badly
today.shoot me.sux sux sux.
its definitely the environment problem.
tt time play with watson was so fine lor.
i shant play pool on fridays man.
so so packed.i love it when its
quite empty.mm...gona go embassy!!!
again.addicted to it.ahhahha. :D
-boo-im tired.
goin to town to study with
khee fatt tmr..
hope it'll be successful man
need to really study fer chi!!!
arghh.fuckin shitttttt.
shittly broke.how to settle my stupid
bill?! time to look fer cash in those
people...muaahahahaahaha.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 12:14am
[saturrrdaY] 28 feb 2004
bad
girl
wow.wad a day it was today
didn expected it ta be like tt!
went to play pool with watson at town
n dunno y he either hits e ball DAMN hard
if not damn gentle.aiyo..siao one sia la.
but overall not bad..compared to me lar.
im like 1 lousy piece of shit.
but reali enjoyed anywae.
watson the dragon ball's wu kong.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
sarah came n join us at suntec.
she didn change one bit n shes damnit
lame n funny il die when im with her
man.il just laugh until i grow balls
at my ears or sth man.
hahaha..had dinner at marche.
den watson went off ta meet his frens
came along sam! sarah's cousin.
real nice ladyy too.
headed down to embassy.aj party.
it was fun.SO much funner than boatquay!
e dancefloor was super chao crowded man
but tts e way it shld be.
better than like damn empty..
me n 3other girls danced like mad freaks
hahhaha.hu cares anywae.
walao den it started to stink cos evry1
was sweatin like mad.
like one farm of pigs dancin..
haha.
really quite a fun day..
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 2:21am
[wednEsdaE] 25 feb 2004
THIS
big bruise
this is swellin in my chest
it starts from the left side first
deep inside in da middle called -heart
this then slowly transmit to the centre
of the body called -chest
the eyes would then get affected and
would be forced to squint and turn sour
this would then swarm up and spread throughout
the whole shoulder and this force
instantly pulls the soul baccckkk
this whole impact then forms into a ball
too great in circumference for the throat
which causes it to get stucked there
it could only be pushed out through the
flowing liquid called -tears
the stomach would start to churn
and the blood vessels would start to thinen
the amount of blood pumped would be slower
and it seems like at one mystic part of the
body drains the blood and energy out
then all these is just happening at one shot
the body breakdowns
it collapse
i die.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 10:45pm
[moNndaE] 23 feb 2004
somethin's gotta give
somethin's wrong in me
sighh..
i dont know why.i seem like im bein possessed
or sth mann.i just screwed up my
life..well part of it.whats happenin?
i dont know.i really dont know..
i need someone to direct me to somewhere..
um..but i know what im actually
doin..which is wrong..or is it?i dont know.
arrrgghh.
i tink i just lost 2 pple who
are quite important in my life..
i noe this is wad i deserve..
yes yes..i think i do.i should be left
here to just die or sth cos i knoe
ive been bad..very bad.
ive hurt them both.im an asshole.
alrite..shoot me.fuck me off.i totally
deserve it.make me unhappy.
slash my heart.its wad i deserve..
ugh.anywae..yx im sorry.i dont know..sry.
but esp v..
im really sorry..
sighh.but maybe its ur retriburion!!!!>:(
for wad u did to me in e past!!
so yeah..i shant feel so sorry..
anywae u change really fast..
i knew it..i knew it long ago..
u were forcin urself to be nice to me..
so nice..how much i reali treasured n loved
it.how i longed it'll never end.
but i knoe it wont last..
cos its not in you.
its not the real you..
its only when u're losin me...
i detest it.
i seriously do.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 8:50pm
[tuEsdaE] 17 feb 2004
valentine d
vdae's overr..okay.
it went quite well.went ta meet him at
raffles city.my fuckin bro ate up his cake..
piss the whole hell outta me.
i almost died.sigh sorry darling.
went ta have NYDC.den decided to go town
and take neoprints.but as I'VE EXPECTED &
PREDICTED,half of sg is there.
walao e queue was bloody bloody long.uh.
so in e end after quein awile,we decided
to forget it n go hme ta get ready
fer east coast.yea.i had my camera
much cheaper dan takin neoprints lor.
so much more worth it.
we camped at east coast.it was nice
and relaxing.really enjoyed it.
he gave me a beautiful rose fragrance
thingy.and e v love v chain.lovely.
thank youuu darlin :)
we had our tent in e middle of this 2tents.
one side playin r&b hiphop,e other side chinese.
mmm..wad a combination.
watched stars and all n i counted aeroplanes!!!
ahah.den dozed off to slp.
was supposed to wake up fer sunrise.
though we were kinda late..but caught e
sky brighten up frm light blue lar.
hahaa.took many pictures.36 in one shot sia.
took many in e golden sunlight.
beautiful cant wait fer e photos to develope.
hehe.den we cont chillin at e beach.
almost lost my purse.-phew-
now back to sch again.grr..
so sian.anticipates every wkend!!!ughh.
sigh.cant wait fer this yr to be over.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 8:44pm
[suNnndaE] 8 feb 2004
thoughts and things
yahah.mr blood is here once again.
yay.den it'll be gone on vdae!!
haha.well..i bet like the whole sg
is gona jam town on vdae.
ESP students,..ij gers..cj pple.
UH.so one advice: DONT go town.
my detention is over.replaced by e day
il never forget.that day in betrayal.
and my fuckin bro shld just shut up.
fucker.
anywayy..had been eating alot alot alot
these few days with him.
hahahaha.il be like..
"i wana go eat NYDC....."
he: "okay.."
next day.
"i wana eat katong laksa..."
he: "okay.."
next day.
"i wana eat pizza..."
he: "okay.."
and it goes on forever...
MUAHAHAHAHAH.
met lex 2days ago.i HATE HIS BLOODY HAIR.
roar..wana cut em all.
blabberrr.
took pictures with him!!!!
bwahhaha.damn funny.
hahahahhaaa..!!
meetin him later..tt stingy pok!
gona kil him one day.uarghhh.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 3:34pm
[wednesdaE] 4 feb 2004
sick.
sighhh
:(
it aint even good to start off
with a sigh.ahhh.fuck it.
life sux.you suck.
you guys all suck.look fer life somewher
else will ya? freakin loser.
the world detests you.
even if u're readin this.u wont understand it.
so fuck off.
u're just dirt from the drain of hell.
victor
my angel.thanks so duper much fer
bein there fer me.ilu loads.
but can u please stop remindin me
of bus numbers and the time?
its reali disturbing.very.
okayy? altho u still never fail to piss
me off,thanks for bein there when
all i really needed was the bloody piss off-er
you
hahahah.
din go sch todae cos im sick
with puffy eyes.sighh.i hate my throat.
urghh.
and stupid fat soh,u better not harrass
me if not il kill you.asshole.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 1:28pm
[moNndaE] 2 feb 2004
u stupid cow
blarrdy hell
tts my favourite word now.heh.very nice
to say one.and let me teach a way to
make pple's brain explode frm
their head.just end every sentence with e
word "wor".yar.remember wor
fuckin shitt.
anywae yest went NYDC to tuck in fer lunch
with vic.yummy.yummie bake rice.
im gona eat it every wk.
budden stupid vic piss me off again.
mann..tts his bloody daily routine.
stupid stingy POK.reminds me so much of eric
2days ago went town to check out
chingay.to see wad lame shit it was.
walao if only its CHINGY lor.il fly there.
went to marche to have dinner.
oh and e STEAK chef was so funny.
den met ping there!
excuse me ping,things are NOT settled btwn
me and tt stupid vic okayyy?!?!
and it will NEVER be settled.
goin to e beach later..
to blade n chill.
PRAY IT WONT RAIN.!!!!!
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 8:57pm
[thurrsdaE] 29 jan 2004
slanted down feel
sighh. :(
stupid mother bastard mother and clever you.
now e dog's gone.okayyy.
arrghh.bloddy helll.
repect e maid,dont respect me
wth.i must well go jump down frm twin towers.
not feelin good.
shitt.i shouldn have slept when i got home.
now that its 10:05pm,i wana go sleep.
but i would have to struggle to sleep
cos im not exhausted.
wore slippers to sch today
cos my critical condition shoes dont seem
to be able to perservere on anymore
it has suffered too much.
no doctors could save it.
no hospitals
have the remedys.
it has soaked thru the singapore-road ocean
for 3days,struggled thru death..
but now,it seems to have lost hope.
so..means..
i gotta get new shoes.
yar.wore slippers with SO painted toe nails.
ahaha.how smart.didnt thot abt that.
but didn get caught anywae.
hai.
you're gone and forever
over and done.how sad
can it possibly get.
so do i shut my eyes?
enclose this world?
and believe that this long
awaited hope,
is never ever gona be at
birth?.
.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 8:57pm
[moNndaE] 26 jan 2004
i love him
oh my god.
im seriously in love with peter.
yes you,jeremy.
take me to the netherlands.where we'll
never grow up.and that we'll always
be in love.where no one no soul could interrupt.
come to me peter.
come to me now.
i love you.yes i do.u gorgeous creature.
kill me.ahhhhhhh
you're wonderful beautiful mezmerizin angel.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 8:57pm
[sundaE] 25 jan 2004
money come to me please
ah.chinese new yr is here alas!!
and it slips off as soon as it comes..!!
ahh.wth.
damnit.no more collectin money le.shitt..
argh.have collected so little this yr!
and it seems like its gettin lesser and
lesser every yr! wads goin on?!?!?!
went uncle's geoffery's house to gamble!
fwahah.actualli ang bow alone got abt 30 bucks
den went to gamble til 90 bucks.
hahaha.good good but not enough!
-one must not be greeeeedy-
mm..wadever.
im broke.and congratulations to me.
my bill is 175!!!
clap clap
wow! great.i tink i gotta sell my house man..
but i doubt it'll be enough.
went iceskating with vic today!!!
hahah.quite fun but it costed alot!!!!
shittttyy..
now im broke by 13bucks.!!!
ahhh.damnit.
oh and we saw some reali AMUSING pple
at the ring.hahaha..mm.lets name em????
1.plastic pants!!
2.bandaged head
3.mai cai de
4.stitched chest
5.hong bao
6.painter
7.painter's girlfriend
8.portytail!!
9.mjr's mr.lim
10.sat sat orange
okayy maybe i was bored....????
but if you were there i bet u'd totally
AGREE. :)
sch's startin tmr.feel like dying.sighhhh ):
hate sch hate sch hate sch!
2days ago played arcade at ps with vic.
whahaha!! this game was damn fun lor.it was
retarded!! haha im gona make every1 play it!
oh man.and i dunno when im gona officially start
piano.fuckin shit...
and PLEASE.can detention end NOW?!!
im goin crazy.every day il leave by 6pm.
hack.i feel so sicccccckkkk!!
sighhhhh.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 9:39pm
[tuesdaY] 20 jan 2004
ANGER
today's sick
screwed upppp.UH.waited fer my mum
til 640pm.from wad time?
230pm.
my godd.someone just shoot me.
im not patient.and i could actually
wait this long.2days in a row.wow!?!
like wtf.WTF.fuck it.
suxx like hell.and so..
thanks yuexiang.so its round one tonite.
we're gona fight rite.
great.thanks..hope we wun be slashin
each other's flesh too much.
i wouldn wana dye the sea red.
thanks again.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 8:45pm
[saturdaY] 17 jan 2004
what a day
phew.
jus got home.went town todae..
first to get books frm khee fatt.
and guess i met? the first person i
knoe sitting right infront of me,was
him
wow okayyyy.before this day came,
i sorta knew tt tupid khee fatt would do
sth like tt to me.
but i didn keep thinkin abt it and forgotten
alr.until i met him.
hmm..he looks fine which is all gd for him :)
good to see youu lookin fine x)
just e same old quiet you the first time i met u!
well.
den met ping des n sean,
played pool fer a while and went of to meet
my mom n sis for shoppin.
im NOT SATISFIED with e clothes i bought cos
it was not enough!!!nvm..2nd round shoppin
should be comin soon.
my..my anticipated saturday is just goin
to end just this way.
nooooooooo!!! and tmr would be sun alr.den MON!
ahhh.detention again.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.sux sux sux.
when is it ever gona end? i wan die mannn.
grrr.
mm..im lookin for cool designs skirts.
mann..hard to find.im gona give up.
nextime when i go shoppin i shall look
as if im paralised so il sit on a wheel chair.
den can act retarded den everyone will give way
to me.MUAHAHAHA. :D
omg.i cant wait fer my o's to end.
sigh.im hung in the middle of the sky.
fallin too fast leaving me a blank mind
landed, left to bleed and die
or will someone save me upon hearin my cries?
sigh.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 11:50pm
[thursdaY] 15 jan 2004
exhausted
mann..
today has exhausted me.first after sch
rushed to meet my guardian angel.
haha.den walk around j8 rottin.
damned!!! didnt have enough time to spend together.
ughhh.arrrghhh..pissed! i had SO SO SO much to say
and ask! arh!!
thanks to my fuckin detention.
DETESTABLE DETENTION.
fuck it.
didnt pay for bus fare today n got screwed
by e bus uncle.damnit.
i shouldve seen e old freakin bus conductor.
uhhhh.
den ran baq to sch for detestable detention.
den waited fer my mom to come.
walao she took SOOOOOOO long.
but was smsing my GA anywae
haah
den when fer piano.til 745pm.
den went home! wow..tired sticky oily me.
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
awrite candices has got 2%more of my disease.
keep it up.
anywae i hate hate hate piano theory.
omg it suxx like hellllll.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 9:35pm
[tuesdaY] 13 jan 2004
hold on
be strong
okayy.wad a day in sch today.
had amaths re-exam..and tink i gotta drop it
cos will fail it.uhh..
my amaths is slipin thru my fingas!!!
gona start tuition next week! :D
yay!!! good good.cos i serisouly and desperately
need help in my maths! and i realize i DO
MISS my x x tutor!!!!
tt fatty potatoe plumb!!!!
whahahha.if he ever sees this..man,he's not
only gona kick me outta tuition!
he'll just SIT on MEEEEE!il man..il just go
f l a t. -piank- -____________-
but i aiming to get a1 for emaths man.
IT IS POSSIBLE!
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!
MUAHAHAHHA >:D
oaky.so hows life....
um.OKAYYY.hmmm..
i DESTEST DETENTION!!!ahhhhhgggghhh.
i dun reali like it.
i like my mum fetchin me to sch and home.
but i hate hate sitin out there waiting!!!
can it train my patience?
NO.
what will it train you then?
IT WILL JUST MAKE MY EXPLOSION LIMIT LOWER!
uhhhh.gaga.
anywae.candice lee ying suen.increased in my
disease by another 1% le.
DONT keep it up.cos if u continue
gettin this virus,wilthout my
affectionate guidance,
ohh no no no...u'll lose control
and just land up in BRICKbridge hospital..
its no good and no ones wana go there.
even woodbridge pple are terri horrified by that
gruesomely greggy place.
hahahah.
anywae..tink im leadin a new life now.
each second or year you go through,
you get more experience.
[er.hopefully..]
and thats how u mature and be more sensible.
BUT.doesnt mean when u mature u still cant be
lame like ME!
hehehe.
and doesn mean when u grow older like in
the 20s..u cant be lame!
yar.hahahaha
gona try study this yr.i mean not reaaallliii
push myself to the maxxxx or wad.
just study harder by 60% of last yr is enuff (:
hahaha.pass my o n get into poly.
tts all.
and my main goal is to do plastic surgery
and live by the beach without stress or
much problems.
and i wana help pple solve their problems.
no..maybe i cant solve em.BUT.
i will make them relaxed..!
so they wun get so much white hair...
hahahah.
hai.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 7:31pm
[tuesdaY] 13 jan 2004
fcukkkk
okay man.
kinda hate sch..al e time.n life.
cos its kinda baad.umm.who can make it better?
answer that somebody?
its up to myself to make my life better.
i knoe.i can psycho myself.
haha.okokay..things do change as time flies.
so sian of bloggin sia
i just realized cand is very lame.
cant compare with me..but still...not bad la.
she hasn reali reached my standard.
but gradually gettin influenced le.
she has got my lame disease!! no antidote.
mm...lets see who has got this deadly virus..
stacy,cand,abby..um..?
haha.shant count.
candice is my SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
BEST FRIEND!
whaha.shes beautiful...
mann..the way she sits and stone...
she has great skills in stoning!!
like molestin her pinafore badge n
stretchin her eyes
wide open and not blink..
slowly she'd start rockin like a grandma..
den she mite start throwin her lips bear up n down..
n have funny unexpressable gestures...
which just totally um..
mesmerize you.
its like..u cant help but stare! cos its just..
um..
amazing! yarrrr... :D hahah
okay abt sch,ive got detention.
WHAT A SURPRISE.
cos of playin truant...uh....
i feel like shooting myself.
man.i need a psychologist and a councelor.
im dying.
ahhh.
okay.nearli went fox hunting.whahahah
hmm.about ---.
guess ive to start gettin used to living
without you.cos it always feel as though
its not the right time to let go..
but sometimes,outta a sudden,somethin
just happens,u just accept it.
i decided it to be this way,but i didn reali
hope it'll be this way.
but anywae..you knoe urself best.
and u'll find someone.
so will i.
hopefully.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 9:05pm
[sundaY] 4 jan 2004
sch life
ugh.sch starts.life starts to suck.
again.
fuck man.damn lazy to blog.....
mmmm.
feels good to see my clique again! :)
glad ta see em.they are those hu keep my
life line goin in school mann.
startin to like pool.again? i dunno...
but its quite fun when u er noe how to play.
got a wooden carved piano frm cand.
very nice i like it loads.
ahhh i wan a grand piano....!!!!!
this year is gona be over very soon..
chinese new yr comin.so early!
wonder why..but cant wait to get all that...
cash.altho i bet its gona be quite lil as
usual.suxxx.better than nothin.
gotta pay up my bill quick man.b4 my line gets
cut off...hai.
i hate being stressed up.sigh
im goin sentosa to play til i go mad.
anywae god.i tink im quite evil.
shitttt.
:(
wadever.im gona perm my hair.
lol.but i kinda just rebonded it...
so maybe some other style first.
so sian of e current one.SO siannnn..
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 3:21pm
[thurrsdaY] 29 dec 2003
alex's tissuebox
went lex's house todae.
smart chap he wasnt in but at least his puppy
is.fuck its damn cute.i wana take it and
smash it on e wall!HAHAHAHA.
its damn soft man.boneless.
walked outta my house today n saw a kitten!
lying by e road side yawning..
simply adorable.but i wonder if i lift
it up found flees underneath,um..
i mite be terrified.hahaha..
hmm..but i would really wan a tiger cub.
ahhhhhhhhhhh.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 5:17pm
[thurrsdaY] 25 dec 2003
sleepie christmas
okie yeah man.back in spore!!!
at last..outta tt kinda horrid place.
merry christmas!
yawn.im tired.no countdowns fer xmas this yr.
too late.too last minute.too tired.
yeah.still had to clean up the whole house.
sweated like madddd.
enjoy xmas victor.
enjoy xmas people!
-drops dead aslp-
-plop-
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 12:45am
[mOndaY] 22 dec 2003
cant wait to
get outta here!!ahh..
okie man.in china right now..in e
cybercafe.oh mann e keyboard sux like fuck
UH.cant wait to get outta china man its so
boring!!arrghhh.will be back on 24th dec.
tts good.no matter wad i wouldn wanna spend
christmas in china.i miss darling
and i wanna spend christmas with him!!!!!!
arghhh.dear u must give me a warm welcome and
dont disappoint me..i knoe u i will..damnit.
=_="
sighhhh..why did i ever step onto e plane in e
first place.darlin did u fag?
i bet u did
darlin did u find new girls?
i bet u did
okay okay..wadever i dun care..
hmmm.my motherfuckin brother is so fuckin
irritatin.oh n my dumb parents just happily alwaes
give in to him.is like if they dont side him
the sky's gona fall n smash em into pancakes
and sent em down to hell right down to e 18th level
and give the hell prisoners to eat or somethin.
wth.wtf.fuck it mann.
and its quite cold in this cafe n my fingers
are freezin...areghhh...
okay i just installed msn in this lousy com
just to chat with you (u noe hu u r)
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 6:01pm
[suNnIedaY] 14 dec 2003
mischevious as usual
went out with lex,edwin,andy n dar yest.
to have dinner.at dis international retauraunt.
sounds great?
FUCK.
im nvr gona step in there again.the food sux!
id rather have chicken rice frm e market.
walao.its damnit ex,its very filling,n NOT NICE.
3 wasted.but we thought..we had to do somethin.
so we decorated da table beautifully.
and boy..i MUST say..i tink we're all artists!
the neatly plain lookin table turned into sucha
magnificent piece of art work!
like it was done by vincent vangough(wrong spellin i noe)
yar!well done guys.hahahah..
with those unique equipments we found..
the art piece was done without brushes!isnt that
amazing??? WOW. -claps- :D
haha.we made used of teas and tissues mainly.
hhaha.it was indeed pretty.
whahaha.
secondly,alex drank about 6 cups of different tea.
wad e hell was his thinkin.i didn noe he was
a tea addict.tts good.better than a drug addict.
but i tink his intestines and digestive system is
gona erm..have fun..?play catchin i guess.
and he'll be in e toilet shittin all his
intestines out..AND THE .80 OF FOOD AT THE RESTAURAUNT!
bad..poor thing man.haha.
alex is damn funny.try to crack the crab with
his fingers..den the expression on his face
damn funny.HAHAHAHA.like tryin to endure
all his anger with all his might in
tryin to crack the goddamned crab.
ahahha.i got a crab cracker fer him :)
MUCH help was given.but the naughty dead crab
somehow grew wings n flew to lex's shirt.
and created its OWN ..er..nice shitty art piece.
HAHAHA.lucky his shirt is those 3-4- kind.
HAHA.
next i was decieved by all the assholes.
especially my darling.tt fucker.........
im gona kill him the next time i see him.
dar:"the oyster very nice to eat one..u got try?"
me:"is it? i never try.."
dar:"u got eat oyster before?"
me:"er..i dun tink so.not in s'pore.."
dar:"har?!den u should go try leh."
alex" hannoh! go try la.very nice one."
edwin n andy smiles.
i sit and think.
me:"dear u go get one oyster for me.."
dar:"okay!"
and he gets up immediately FOR E FIRST TIME.
i shouldve known theres sth wrong when he does
somethin willingly for me.DAMNED.
and everyone had pleasant lookin faces.
i recall.
everyone looked intensly while i cut the oyster.
and slip it into my mouth.all was still staring..
specially my stupid darling................
i chewed.
me:"mmm..."
from a normal expression of mine,slowly..
emerged into a confused one due to the horrid
taste of e oyster gradually takin place..
proceeded by the sour look as the oyster's
poison sinks into my tongue and nearin my throat
followed on by the dead face as kind alex
said "just swallow it down." and i knew i just
had to go through this stage of hell.........
gulpin down 3 glasses of drinks didnt reali subside
the gruesome poison stained on my tongue n throat.
in the process of it all,the assholes were all laughing.
indeed assholes.
but i turn to the murderer..my tot-i-could-trust-
darlin-but-i-tot-wrong person..............
OOOOOOAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
dear u gotta accept death sooner or later from me okay..?
asshole.
we den left e place with our art piece
and some tea souveniers..all of em actually.
16 packets altogether i think. :D
i saw a look of appreciation of a waitress
as we bid farewell living our art piece there.
HAHAHAHA.obi good.hu ask u guys give us such gross food.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 7:43pm
[thuRsdaY] 12 dec 2003
omg!!shit!!
okay.2 things to complain.to brag abt.
FIRST
ive been goin to bed at 2am plus.
but not gettin to sleep til SUNRISE!!!
wtf wth!!! wads goin on mannnnnn!!!
tts bad.n todae i jus realise..
i have BAD MAJOR EYE BAGGY PANDA EYES.
omg.tts bad.to think tt im ugly enough..
this is worst.im goin to become a..a..
a platypus.
oh no no no no no no no no no... :'(
tts terrible merrible verrible herrible!!!!!
hai.im gona sleep at 7pm everydae from now.
i have to man.if not one day il wake up
n look into e mirror n realize i cant see
my reflection cos my eyebags ate my eyeballs
or somethin. rite..?
okay.
SECOND
my maid's gone on leave.
so i have to clean the WHOLE house.
everyone had a part to play,but they're NOT cleanin
at all.so i have to do it,if not il be
living in a fly house soon or sth!!
and im gona be so tired!!!!
yao suan bei tong.aiyoyooyoyoyoyooyoyo.
but im strong.hehe.im POPEYE the sailor girl.
yupps i can :)
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. =_="""""
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 1:41pm
[thuRsdaY] 12 dec 2003
simmer down
yeah.i was furious.
cooled down.must learn to cool down.
if not i'll DIE 10 yrs younger man..
anger kills our PRECIOUS CELLS!!!AHHHHH!!!!
beware.
shuddap vaune.
okay.
yupp.god made me forgive.but i wun forget.
i wont let silly things happen again.
even if they do,i wont let it pass me by.
cos ive got the injection..
so now im 98% immuned to not-very-happi-abt things
yah.mmmm..
i hope we could get to go sentosa noe dear?!
ARGH.roar in enragement.
jumps up in anticipation abt my imagination
when we get to sentosa's PLAYGROUND!!!!
HAHA.hey! dun look down on e playground okayy?!
its sure fun.sure great toture.everytime
i tink of how my frens and i flew off
e merry-go-round from our seats..man..il go
HAHAHAH!
cos its reali funny! like e happy tree friends!
haha..tt was fer girls!.
OMG.as fer the guys..it would be totally HILARIOUS!!!!
:D whahahahahahahaha..
-evil- muaha. >:D hehehehe..
a bdae cake.hamsters.shirt.kisses.
tts wad im gona give him.i hope.
n that will cause me to be broke fer..
its okay..just about 12-13yrs..
starvation is good! haha..yeah rite.
il just end up eatin my hands or intestines man.
baaaaaad.but its all for him.
I KNOW ITS NOT WORTH IT.
but if i psycho myself..yar.it'll be worth it.
hmm..
okay.yar.baq to him.but no matter wad
his frens decide to do abt e celebration..
il alwaes be there by him lor :)
(psssst..im bein forced!!!!!!!!!!!)
k jus kiddin.yar..
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 1:55am
[wEdnEsdaY] 10 dec 2003
game over
HEY DUDE!
erm.BASTARD i mean.
i guess its overrrr man.cos you've gone pass
the dead end man.you got it?
not all girls can simmer down from
enragement with just sweet lil talks
and artificial patheticness okayy?
and you know,everyone has their own limits.
if you keep pushin it,BOOM!
G A M E O V E R
got it?
well i guess bastards DONT.
hey.YOU mite get whacked on the streets
or on the way home okay? so..
be careful.
i dont wana see you dead.bleedin all over..
crying for help,pleading for forgiveness.
cos seein you bein so pathetic makes me
hate detest you more..and the more to just
finish you up.cos you're just ruining the
people around you.especially your loved ones.
if you HAPPEN to have any.
remember.what you do to others,
will reflect back on you three times more.
do you need me to help you make big
news about your REAL identity?your true
personality? you aint mr.nice guy man..
you lie.i lie.but we aint fair n square.
dont lie to your girlfriends and say
"I CANT HELP IT.ITS NOT MY FAULT.I DIN MEAN TO."
alrite?cos u'll end up in hell like this.
man..its just a matter of time!
you bring me to a mountain..saying
its wonderful up there.alright.as your
lover,i go with you.cos i trust you..and
i love you..
BUT.when we're up in the mountains,you
led me to a cliff.you say standin at the
cliff enable us to see the whole grand
magnificent view of the world!
i trust you,and we walk there hand in hand
when we reach the edge of the cliff,
baby you pushed me down.
you lied about everything.
but im sorry,god gave me wings.
haha.
and i push u down instead.
so long my fren,you're going down.
lets say.
you fcuked a girl and dump her almost immediately.
you think you've got a weakling
who would just sit down and cry her way
home.and cant do anythin abt it.
you're wrong again.
since you ruined her,she'll ruin you too.
maybe you cant even lift your head
to look whats ahead of you anymore.
or dare to step into this world anymore.
cos voices you'd hear,would be from hell.
everythin can be overturned in jus one nite.
watch it
you never knoe who u're actually messin with.
but when you do,
you just simply hit the jackpot!
;) gdluck!
tata! :D
*btw,girls are not fer you to be pushed around.and bully.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 2:10pm
[tuEsdaY] 9 dec 2003
you dont care
you neglect
his bdae is in 2days time.
mm..but dun tink im gona see him tho.
cos yar..he'll be celebratin it with
his frens. :) have fun.
yvon bdae is TOMORROE.
OMG.i forgot.shit..
actually i didn really forgot..it jus
kinda slipped thru my mind when the exams
were ongoing..and it never came back.
tts all.HAHA..
so..
stayed at his hse 2 days ago.cos my dad
chased me outta my house.cool.hahaha.. :D
well.i knew he didn like it.
so i left da next day.anywae i could go
home le.hmmmm..
he just doesnt like me ba. :)
nvm.its okayy..
il be gone soon okayy? :)
soon.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 3:35pm
[fridaY] 5 dec 2003
see through the state im in fer you
what a long day it is..today..
sighh.i must give somethin up.
and i know what it is..
you.
its too hard trying.
im exhausted.feel like dying..
on the verge of death already
should i just let it pass me by?
cos ive got no more energy to fight.
ive got no more left to hold on
im tired.
i really am..
but i dun wana let go.
but i know i must.
why am i frustrating over you..
when u dont care?not as much as i do
aint i wastin my time?i have to admit
that right?
youre not serious...
i shouldve known.hey im tired..
i really am.........i am.............
why are u this way?
why am i this way........?
should we even have been friends?
why must you do this to me?
when i know......u could do so
much more better................
why.................................
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 1:29am
[thurRsdaY] 4 dec 2003
farrrrkk!
damit.
fuckin shitt.lose in bettin
cheebuy.shouldn have bet.
nvm..6dec fight back again..
argh.and im so bored now..
im having a headache.
i need some air..!!!
but no accompanion...
so sian.most pple busy..n he doesn
wana meet either...
so sian....................
n bloody brokkkkee.....
arghh...
fuck life.its so boring.
hope tmr would be better..
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 2:29pm
[wednAsdaY] 3 dec 2003
oooohhh.
met him todae.darn!!!
damnit damnit! his new hairstyle
reali suits him n its reali nice!!
i cant help but keep starin at him!
gorgeous babeeee!!!u look gorgeous!
haahah..n about all my weird dreams
u heard from me..hehe.i dunno why!
hmm..
went payalebar to settle
my bill.thanks darling.
den when to talk about stuff..
and can tell he listen to me
til wana die,wana slp liao..
cos im e one doin e talkin
abt 99.999999999999% of e time.
yeah.
den went to eat long john..
man..i realise i ALWAYS brainstorm
about whether to eat this or that.
damnit!!!
so pekchek ahhh!!!!!
hai hai hai HAI.
nvm look at him can le.
seriously,our timing is very NOT zun.
when he happy i sad.
when i happy he sad.
when i enthu he sian.
when he enthu i sian.
when he tired i energetic.
when i tired he energetic.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
no good..not velly good...
ah.
but..he's still gweat!
love him! LOVE HIM! muakccsss!!!!
hehe..
mad..
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 8:50pm
[tuEsdaY] 2 dec 2003
the pain
sometimes you just dont care
the pain that i cant possibly bear
the scars that none can compare
leaving the living chances rare
the silent river that cries
the still lake that dies
all unknowned due to the motionless that lies
actually just all emotions in disguise
most people don't speak their minds
and neglect what their heart decides
end up regrettin their unsaid lines
lost love,then turn back to it,to find
gather all the frustrations
set them in a mind box
one slight breeze come stroll by
you realise they're actually not gone
loving wasn't easy
no one said it was
endurance required to
whatever we'll ever come across
loving you was tough baby
it hurt me one whole lot
i hope it could really be perfect one day
like those in my precious thoughts
baby i love you
you know i really really do
but when i let go of you
belive me,i never wish it was true
cos darling,i would never ever
want to make that move on..
you.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 12:28am
[mOndaY] 1 dec 2003
i love you so
yet you could hurt me so
sighh..
wad a casual day.met him
jus now fer dinner.
waited fer half an hour.
i exploded.wad the hell..
but cooled off...
since we've met up just make
e best out of it huh..yup.
btw,
i hate mucus
seriously man.it fuckin suxxx!
arrrrgghhh..
hai.and im still sick.
anywae dec's CLEO is reali nice
and interestin man.i bought a wrong
mag.went to buy STYLE.man..
its so bloody thick can compare with
my maths textbook.!
see liao sian man.
ugh.but jus read it so as not
to reali waste money..
man..style mag ar..
e stuffs inside they're promotin
is fer richtards man!!!!
as in..real rich kind.
i was lookin thru some accesories
den saw this earrings which was
gorgeous!den my eyes sank n checked
out the...th...the....
COOL SALE price!!!!
oooooooooohhhhh!!!!!
guess how much isit onliii???
ah hah!only..ONLY...ONLY...
,989!!!!!!!!!!!
wow!!!!!about 11 thousand!!!!
isnt that miraculously chhhheeeeaaapp???!!!
im SO gona get it..
in my next next next life...
lor.wth.............
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 10:08pm
[saturRdaY] 30 nov 2003
feverish
oh.
my.
god.
i've gotten e deadly ilness..
flu
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
somebody shoot me!
i wana die man!!this SUCKSS!!!!!
boohoooohooo.
argh!!!
rested at home e whole of todae! :)
good.but my nose's block.
argh. >:O
hai hai hai..
woke up at 3pm todae..
hehe..
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 6:32pm
[wednAsdaY] 26 nov 2003
happy happy day!
first went out with char..
den wenta meet watson n his fren..
phew.lucky watson wasnt disastrous.
hope i wasnt to him either.
hahaa..den walked to rendezvous to
apply fer da job..
den went to watch master commanders!
not bad lar..
den went to meet kahkeng..
together wif char.
went to eat marche!!!!!!
yummy yummy!!
ate til i was so full had to
shit immediately.
hahaa..
den later met my darling!!!!!
OH LOVE HIM LOADS!!!!
missed him so!!
yupps.went to chill at starbucks
with alex n edwin..
oh.
yup.den left at 11pm.
met..randy n r-er at 7 11.
darling chatetd with em awile den
go home le.
when i got home,heeheheheh
:D
wow~~!
amazing kind parents of mine
bought me expensive CK jeans n top!
ultimate man.
thanksxxxx!great great..
altogether cost up ta abt 0?
hmmm..at least they're richer than me.
-duh-
oh bought a purse at cine.
with darling.
hai..dun tink im ever gona recover.
cos i just resist e temptation n good
delicious unhealthy food!
somecodii helllpp me!!!!
ahhhhheeeeeyyyeeeeeyaaa!!!!!
:)
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 12:46am
[tuuesdaY] 25 nov 2003
phew.what a relief
whee wahh.
me & darlin went to stay
over at my another hse 2days ago
when my bro appeared.
darlin had to hide under e bed
in order not ta let my bro
noe he's here if not e sky's
gona rain frogs or sth man..
n i may be in trouble..
-like i care-
hahah..but luckily darlin
wasnt found out.hehehe..
poor darlin went home at 615am
in e mornin..but he had a
fast journey home.. :)
heehee..
our breakfast plan ruined
argh.nvmm..some other time..
n im still sick.
roar.
got back with char.
we're talkin once again..
tts good.
my whole family's sick.
includin my maid.
wahhh..
accept my mum..
wonderin..am i goin zouk tmr...?
hmm....
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 9:14pm
[sundaY] 23 nov 2003
tired with a pitied jerk
went out with eric yest.
watched "wishing stairs"..
damn freakkky man..too much scary
parts liao..made me so tired..
hahah..id rather go watch rugrats
or looney tunes mannn..
dun understand why he likes to pay
to scare himself.hahahah...
and i had to be dragged in..
uh.
den when e scary part approachin again
n again,il turn n look at him.
n he'l be sweating n tryin to
breathe properly..
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA
and il jus roar with laughter.
so stuuuuupiddddd..
anywae after da movie when to
spotlight!
hehe..bot stuffs fer my darling
-so glad-
den went to eat..cos i was super
hungry.went out without breakfast
nor lunch.-growls-
mm...den later met kaili they all
at cine!they're all so chio.
damnit.
n stupid eric couldn stop blushin when
he saw his CRUSH..karen.
haha.
den later went hmv n bought
reeeeaaallliii cute stuffs fer
my darling again..
so many things ta buy fer him.
hehe..
eric got so sian-ed.
he nearly died.so bought him a
mr.mean book.cos he's reali mean
at times..
hai.
we walked ps,hmv,cine,paragon,taka.
-tired-
damn tired man..hahah..
n im still sick.
arghhhh.
roar.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 2:07pm
[friiidae] 21 nov 2003
siick
hai..
im sick.damnit
that seriously sux like fuck.
hate to be sick.
luckily its just soar throat.
if i ever ever EVER get flu..
il jus kill myself n die.
flu SUCKS.
ahhhhh....
*lost parta my voice*
shit.
sighh..
oops.everyone forgot..
accept me..hehe.
||| u ne xp ec t e d || 7:28pm
[friiidae], 21 nov 2003
amused
oh my god.
i was a strrange zoo keeper.
eh-hem.damn funny ar..
as the clouds cleared
raindrops filled me with tears
what sends thru my ear
negatives is all i hear
among the smoke i peer
sensing somethin i greatly fear
i find myself in a cruel world
where every single breath
carries heavy betrayal
a friend so dear
could turn into a cunning traitor
somebody tell me
where is true love.
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